Oh yeah the media need to fuck off and die, this is what i wanted to say to the idiot that said, My chemical romance,AFI,Panic! At the disco, Fall out boy and the others bands are emo..

"urgh that's peed me off alot, typical some idiot who doesn't know anything about rock music can say oh our favourite bands are emo.. emo isn't even a style anymore, it's turning towards scene and personally i cant stand trends or scenes..sorry im babbling on.
But people need to get over it and the media need to stop posting and printing a load of crap they dont even know, the fucktards"

He can go jump off a cliff or get hti by a car whichever happens first, because no idiot has the right to post a load of bullshit.

x

Dear Santa,
All i want this christmas is for everything to be normal. I want everything with whats happened these past through months to just disappear, and i want everyone to forgive me for all the wrong things that i've done and i want god to forgive me. Even though i dont believe in the religion i just want to feel forgiven for everything.

And also all that i want for christmas is my Girlfriend and me to be accepted by her mum in the new year. Because of our relationship, and i want to be able to get a job i want to be able to earn money and have my own independance.

And most of all i dont want the arguments to start i want them to stop.

Lv from Marie xxx
p.s. please make my wishes come true.
Thats what i want.

And plus i gotta start updating this account more :S

Fuck i need to update alot more than usual lol.
Well havent really done much, went to a fightstar gig awhile ago, got Taste of chaos gig next friday and My Chemical Romance in March. Urm... not sure what else to put apart from Life sucks// Peace out xxx

Wow my life is really boring right now, plus i got a damn cold which i cant get rid of, anyways im not gonna start being depressing.
Well anyway a lots happened since i haven't write on here, im actually writing a story that's not boring and it makes sense lol, and i've been writing some poems to.

Here's one of them:

How does it feel,
To lose someone close,
And know it was you,
That caused them to die?

Untitled
I dream of a day,
I can hold you near,
And tell you I love you,
And you have nothing to fear.

To take a walk,
Along a beach,
And talk about,
what love can teach

And write a poem,
About the sparks,
That run through,
our connected hearts.
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Roses are red(Dark version)
Roses are red,
A gun in my hand,
She’s shot dead,
By my hand.
Violets are blue,
So is her face,
I hate you,
I’ve taken her place.
Sugar is sweet,
She’s definitely not,
I’ve taken the beat,
As she lays to rot.
So are you,
As I rely on time,
To dispose of you,
And my dirty crime.
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The way I am
You’ve called me names for to long,
And I’m sick of it all,
I’m taking you down boy,
And you wont be alive to have a life
You wont grow up to get married
And have a wife,
You wont have the children you want,
To love and care.
Yeah I may sound crazy,
But you pushed me to this,
And I’m not usually mean,
But Maybe that’s just,
The way I am,
And always have been,
Maybe I always will be,
Because you pressed the button,
And don’t try and stop me,
Cause I will take you down,
And yeah that’s just,
The way I am.

Tell me what you think lv marie x

Hey everybody it's been a while, since i've added a message, so anyways it was my birthday yesterday and it went really well got myself some new stuff,that i needed,Got very nauseous while on the train lol.
Well if it was anybody elses birthday happy birthday to you, and if your birthdays coming up then happy birthday to you too.
well i hope all the ones how have had time off on holiday then, i hope it's been fun, i have to go back to school this monday coming up.*sighs*.

Well been trying to make some icons but it just aint working, so a little down about that but everything else im well pleased about,so anyway have fun and i try and talk soon again
marie xxx

I've just been searching on the internet, for sites on depression and self help and i found a site called,
( http://www.recoveryourlife.com ). It started me thinking about when i was bullied in secondry school for three years and how i coped.

Here's my story:
It all started in year 7, i wasn't a really social and confident girl and this was probably the main reason why people picked on me.
I would go to my Geograpy, science, english and French lessons and i would be picked by people im not going to name.
The worst lesson i would have was French because i would be picked on by the whole class and the teacher would do nothing about it. Most times i would have them chucking pencils,Erasers at me, Bubble gum would be put in my hair, i'd have drinks and water chucked on me they would draw on my books and bag, and been threatened that they would beat me up.
Most times when i go home when this happened i wouldn't tell my mum what was going on, and now that i think of it, it was stupid of me to keep it to myself in the first place. And i would breifly like to say any of you that are reading this now, who are being bullied please tell your parents and friends, and to adults please tell your relatives about this cause you can't do it on your own because i finally learnt that you have to have people to help you through.
Being bullied also made me physically ill as i always worried what was going to happen the day after and the day after that.

When it came to year 9 i started to meet and make great friends who still stick by my side to this day and the future ahead, and i will always be by their sides too.
Even if i have problems i will always be there no matter what.
I was still being bullied by that time and i still am now, but i don't retaliate back at them i just ignore them, because i've realised if i focus on what i want to become and what im going to do then i will actually become something of myself and they wont.

Im in Year 11 now, my final year at school i've got four months till my big exams are to be done.*argh*.
Right at the moment im happy where i am and who i am, i have gone through quite a few rough patches but i made it through them with help from my relatives and friends.

Hope this as helped you understand a bit more about me and the reason why i am against bullying, i also hope that the website that i have typed will help, the thosand of you that are being bullied

Marie xxx
P.s thank you for reading this if you do.

I really need somebody to help me with making icons cause it is really nagging me please can someone help me please

Hey everyone im marie and if you've read my journal you'll know most about me, im new on here and i don't have a clue about making icons and banners, and if you could help me then please do, it would be great thanx i'll talk agan soon mariexxx